My Christmas experience in Bagram was amazing. There was none of what you expect from a
Christmas celebration in the states.
There were no elaborate decorations or feast of roast beast. But we had much of the feelings that make the
holidays so wonderful. As an anesthesia
department we drew names and got the person a small gift to remember their
Afghanistan experience by. We also went
out and bought a white elephant type gift.
On Christmas night we got together as a department and ate food and drew
numbers for the white elephant gifts and opened them in numerical order. It was really fun. We then exchanged gifts and there was a great
feeling of comradery and mutual respect.
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This is the cardboard Christmas tree we made during night shift to have some place to put the presents we got for each other. |
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My Facebook Christmas card. |
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This is the anesthesia crew in our tiny office. It gets pretty warm in here with all the bodies. |
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Stacy with her white elephant belly-dancing costume. This was highly sought after. |
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Teresa picked the scorpion preserved in carbonite that I bought for my white elephant. |
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The anesthesia team sporting their treasures. I got a cool marble chess set and a genie lamp. |
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Me sporting my Christmas scarf from Jean and Marie Francoise. |
I had opened all of my presents when they came in the mail, despite the
instructions to the contrary (sorry Mom) because I really wanted to experience
Christmas for what it really was. I
think partly because I had prepared the talk on the life of Christ and partly
because I am so close to where His birth took place (relatively speaking) I had
a profound feeling of love for the Savior of the world sweep over me. There was no room for homesickness or self
pity. I went outside at one point during
the night and saw a huge bright star in the sky. Tears filled my eyes as the spirit manifested
to my heart that the King of Kings was born to save all men. It didn’t matter that the only special thing
they had for midnight chow was bananas because I had already been filled with
the spirit of the season and like the Grinch had felt my heart swell within me
so nothing else mattered.
I was able to Facetime with Cami and the kids and watch them
open their presents. Technology is a
wonderful blessing.
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Connor rejoicing at receiving the new Michael Vey book from Grandma and Grandpa Rush |
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Makenna showing off her marvelous body pillow |
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McKay tearing into another present |
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Talking to my family back in Utah |
My wonderful in-laws
were at my house which was also an incredible comfort to me and to my
family. My mother-in-law made us a quilt
hanging that read:
“Oh beautiful for heroes proved in liberating strife. Who more than self their country loved and
mercy more than life.”
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The picture speaks for itself |
These words from ‘America the Beautiful’ have never hit me
like they did then. I couldn’t
talk. I couldn’t adequately express the
feelings that I felt then and continue to feel now when I think about it. I do not consider myself anything like a hero
but this experience has served to solidify my great love for this land of
liberty that is our home. There is a
group that makes quilts for the Wounded Warriors, they are called patriot
quilts. Those young boys that come in to
the hospital battle worn and weary with their bodies bruised and broken wrapped
in these quilts is what I think of when I imagine heroes.
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This is one of the patriot quilts that somehow got put as the cover to our linen cart. I am trying to talk my conscience into letting me confiscate it. |
In keeping with local tradition, the extremists in the area
launched a volley of six rockets at us Christmas night. Almost to prove that the Savior came to bring
Peace on Earth all six rockets went completely over the entire base and blew up
outside the wire. No one was seriously
injured (one soldier saw the rockets and while running tripped and hit his head
on one of the concrete T-walls, just a bump on the head).
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"Don we now our protective apparel" Major Stacy Carr, a friend from San Antonio, in our IBA after the Christmas rocket attack. |
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Brian Landreth keeping the festive mood by sporting some holiday eye protection. |
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This is me in the trauma room waiting for a Christmas patient. The guy looking at me is Rafael Cota one of my friends from Commissioned Officer Training |
Since Christmas we are back to business as usual. Yesterday morning there was a 5K ‘Ho Ho’ run on
base organized by the USO. Some of the
OR crew talked me into doing it with them even though it was about 25
degrees. We were all given Santa hats to
wear while we ran. They explained at the
beginning of the race that it was called the Ho Ho run because at each turn
around point you had to eat a Ho Ho. It
was pretty fun but I do have to admit that I only ate one of the Ho Hos.
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The OR crew that talked me into running. Left to right Capt Gabucan, OR nurse, Dr Sexton, Vascular Surgeon, SrA Ally, scrub tech |
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More surgeons joined our group. This is Dr Gifford in the middle, ENT surgeon. Dr Hood has the brown hat on and is our neurosurgeon. I don't know the guy on the end. |
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After the race with our t shirts and Ho Hos not cigars. |
After the race I had just changed my clothes when I got a
page that there was a mass casualty exercise in effect and that we were all to
report to our duty stations. I was the
anesthesia representative in the trauma room as the patients came rolling in,
for those who don’t know about these exercises let me paint you the picture. A mass casualty is where you get more
patients than you can handle at your facility.
It is meant to force you to maximize the use of your resources and think
about the most efficient way to triage and treat the injured. An example of this would be the military
hospital at Pearl Harbor that was suddenly receiving truck loads of wounded and
dying men. These simulations are
actually pretty useful and the military loves to do them up right. Everything is run just like it would in real
life. If someone sees you messing around
they chew you out and usually give you something hard to do. In our scenario there was a simulated missile
attack. Unbeknownst to us they had taken
thirty-two soldiers and given them all kinds of fake injuries, stuff like severed limbs, burns, shrapnel
wounds, open abdomens, conscious and unconscious, stuff stinking out of their
faces or heads. They have people whose
job it is to make the wounds look as realistic as possible, they call it
moollage. The patients show up in
waves. The walking wounded are usually
separated from those that are more critical.
The ER docs decide who is too injured to be saved and they are labeled
as expectant. Those who need surgery
right away are sent into the OR and others are sent off to various inpatient
locations for monitoring. There are only
so many ventilators, nurses, surgeons and anesthesia providers so you have to
judiciously allocate your resources. If
your neurosurgeon is in surgery you can’t have him come out and do something
else. So they would take a patient into
the actual OR and make the surgeon, nurse and anesthesia provider stay with the
patient for at least thirty minutes.
Surgery during a mass casualty is not meant to fix the problem but
essentially for damage control to stop the bleeding. Each of our three rooms has the capability to
hold two patients at a time so in a situation like this you could potentially
have two surgeries going on simultaneously in the same room. During the exercise we were forced to double
up to get all of the patients fixed. It
was a really good exercise and was generally pretty realistic. They even had the helicopters drop patients
off and the crews come in and report off on them. I took some pictures but because I didn’t
want to look like I was ‘goofing around’ they are pretty blurry.
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This was our first expectant patient with fake third degree burns over his whole body. He seemed to take the news alright seeing as though he could go eat after he died. |
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A bowel evisceration patient in the OR. Her fake guts are covered up. |
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Reporting off to the anesthesiologist getting a patient |
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An amputated right arm coming to the OR, fake not real. |
Well in a nutshell that is my week. I anticipate some more excitement with New
Years so I will fill you in next week.
In the meantime remember that is our people that make our country great,
be the change you expect to see. I love
you all. Happy 2014!
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The guy on the right is my buddy Phil from San Antonio. He was at a tiny base in the southern portion of Afghanistan. He got to go home a couple of months early after they closed his FOB. The girl in the middle is another CRNA that was going home. |
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They stopped in Bagram on their way home and I was able to see them before they shipped out. |
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I gave them the grand tour. They had both been in tents and couldn't believe how good we had it. |
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Once a month we are required to clean our guns. You have to clear your gun in a clearing barrel to make sure you don't have a bullet in the chamber. |
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Stacy cleaning her gun |
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I am getting pretty good at taking my gun apart and putting it together again. |